20100526

20100525

You fight to win... that's it.

20100523

My Weekend...

How was your weekend?

20100516

Saw the world turning in my sheets. And once again I cannot sleep... Walked out the door and up the streets... Looked at the moon beneath my feet. Remember rights that I did wrong. There is no place I cannot go. My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy... does it show?

I lose the track that loses me... and so I sent some men to fight. One came back at dead of night. Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me. So I set out to cut myself...

I'm not calling for a second chance... I'm screaming at the top of my voice...

Give me reason, but don't give me choice. Cause I'll just make the same mistake again....

And maybe someday we will meet. And maybe talk but not just speak...

Dont buy the promises...


Cause there are no promises I keep...

20100513

It was a day full of contemplation. I do that all the time when I drive long distances. I've never been a fan of long distances. Then again, I'm not a fan of breathing but it's something I have to do to keep my soul grounded on Gaia.

I reached the cube past lunchtime and stare into the black screen and the blue tiny lights as my corporate laptop starts up. I opened my drawers to reach for my papers then I noticed the stack of photographs-cum-postcards neatly stacked in the corner.

The unsent words.

I sink back into my seat.

And I contemplate some more...

20100508

Your eulogy...

It's gonna be an awesome weekend...

Empty...


I need some distraction,
Oh beautiful release,
Memory seeps from my veins,
Let me be empty,
And weightless and maybe,


I'll find some peace tonight...

20100505

Vessel

I've always been known to cross lines...


You let me put it in your mouth,
You let me get under your skin,
You let me put it in your veins,
You let me take you from within..


They tell us what we can and cannot do
Same thing we've heard 100 times before
Well, I put you inside of me
But none of that matters anymore


I am you and you are me
We will never be alone
I have finally found my place in everything
I have finally found my home


We can leave all the past behind
I can see right through the whole façade
I'm becoming something else

I am turning into...